Bed of roses

And here i lay on my bed broken
which once seemed made of roses
it doesn't smell sweet anymore
it doesn't feel soft like before
the cradle for my dreams
now enjoys my screams
once my temple of thoughts
now lay waste like a battle i fought...

gravity

Gravity pull me down,
For i am floating endlessly;
I fear i might not return,
As i drift in my vanity;
I wish to return, or maybe not
To the place called sanity;
And here i go down,
Down to the place hollowness;
My wish came true,
But wasn't sure if i wanted through;
Wasn't sure if i can keep me together,
For what's down there.

I try

I know you say, you want
i know you say, you need
i know what
i was there when you thought
i would be there, even when you don't
i could write a line
and define you just fine
i could be the hero, you need
or just a lullaby that you could read
i try, i try a lot
yeah, believe me!
for its a lie, which i can't
i can fight,i can
not just a battle
i can cry, you know i can
yet i try
for its hard to give up
for its hard to leave
its hard,even when there's nothing left
its hard for i know there was no depth
yet i try
and i try

Wish you could see

Look into my eyes 
and  try to see
feel what i feel
see what i see
for once try and be me
it wont hurt
it wont stay
its just understanding
understanding my fray
I've seen things
good ones and terrible too
i want you to see the same
for i want you to believe its true
but, promise first you wont utter a name
for you wont be able to share the shame
the shame which precedes
the trust which deceives
and if you go through all this
you would realise what you have
the sense of emptiness which dies
but for that look into my eyes
and try to see

Demon

I have it inside
inside in me
thriving in me
for long, feeding anger
lust and burning desires
its fangs long and shiny
shiny like the silvery moon in its full bloom
it craves for blood
it craves for freedom
freedom to release its wrath upon this world
this world which held it back
back for so long
but now its stronger
than ever
and its thirsty
for blood
for souls
it cannot be stopped
it shall not be stopped
for i shall not let that
pray,you be lucky to see
as i unleash the demon
the demon inside me.

Think, for it's in you

Think of me as your guardian
think of me as your eye
leading you out
out of darkness
this madness
think of me and you'll see light
think of me and you may as well fight
think of me and you'll see
what is it like to be free
think of me when you're about to cry
or see a land that's so dry
think of me and you'll get your cue
think of me for I am in you.